i miss.

 


*Saying it here sebab depa takleh jumpa saya di sinii haha




Short escape to the beach


The day some members balik rumah for good :(


Being a person yang sangatlah susah nak berkawan, it was hard for me at the beginning. I'm alone for the whole week of orientation. Segalanya asing, dan saya seorang diri. It was 6+ years ago tapi ingatan itu masih segar. It was hard. Reaaaally hard.

But as days go by...
Allah sent me a bunch of people who filled my days. Yang temankan dan serikan perjalanan.
And I'm just being myself, yang hidup cuma kelas-rumah, I'm soo grateful for them. Tak pernah sekali pun i feel lonely takde kawan circle tak cukup besar.. i have them and that's enough. (And because of that jugaklah this feeling of attachment sangatlah susah untuk dibuang.)


Dear AG4 members, 
I miss those pillow talks, those annoying jokes, those laughing tak ingat dunia sessions, those gossips stocks, those luahan patah hati nak move on lepastu suka crush tu balik (yeah neverending heartbreak for teen-age kind of crushes), those whines of banyaknya kerja and annoyingnya groupmates haha, those hasutan & nasihat on shoppings, those food hunts we had together. 

I miss those moments, and i miss you guys. So much.


-- Randomly typing this sebab ada hamba Allah makes me feel sad thinking of those what ifs...